It breaks my heart to see many wars around the world. it's just.. sometimes i didn't realize it, you know we have a lot of problems here, like.. poverty, gender equality, education, hunger, ebola, and else. With so many things going through my mind, I just didn't realize about a lot of other things, until my flatmate mention war in their country, i mean of course i know about war around the world, but i didn't know about the real situation, and it's actually really bad. 

What the hell problem with the politicians? people die there and they just don't care. you know what breaks my heart the most? They force 18 year old kids to join the army, of course it's okay if they want to, but it's not okay if they have to. I was crying when i wrote this post, I just couldn't help myself. I mean, what the hell? these kids should study, they should go to college, not going to some fucking war. It's 21st century, but actually we're just like going back to world war II situation. It's really fucked up. You see something bad happen, but you can't do anything.

*I know 18 year olds are considered adults by the law, but prepare them to go to war?*


I don't know why some people say something stupid, like..

Someone who I don't even know his name: "You wanna go to Radhaus tomorrow night? they play some rock music, we can be ourselves. I really hope I will see you there"
Me: "I'll think about it."

Really? actually I was just like.. "the thing is, I always be myself. I don't need some "rock party" to be myself."

Friend: "Do you have a boyfriend waiting for you in your country?"
Me: "Nope"
Friend: "You should get one here, in Germany."
Me: "Why should I?"
Friend: "Because you're so cool."

So, here's the theory.. I'm so freaking cool, that's why I need a boyfriend. Totally genius.

Friend: "Tell me a song that makes you cry because you feel like shit when you listen to it."
Me: "No song that makes me feel like shit."
Friend: "You're not normal."
Me: "I cry when I'm sad."
Friend: "Come on!!"
Me: "Seriously, I never feel like shit in my whole life. I love myself and I love my life."

Well, I'm not a saint, but seriously I never feel like shit.


I don't drink alcohol, I drink coffee
I don't smoke (cigarette and weed)
I don't really like parties 
I like books (especially novels) more than I like people
I love movies and I can talk about them for hours
Fantasy and Sci-Fi are my favourite genres
If other girls love puppies or other fluffy animals.. I love dragons and direwolves (but i do like rabbits though and fox)
I fall in love with my music playlists
I'm an adult who still watch cartoons
I read manga and I watch anime
Batman is my beloved superhero
Some people said i'm cool and it was a nice thing to hear, but most of them were drunk and (or) high, so what's the point anyway?
I'm a huge fan of Karl Marx
I love talking with people who care about society, who have interesting point of view
I have a thing for cool nerd guys. The kind of guys who don't talk much, love to read, listen to good music, watch good movies and tv-series, watch cartoons, care about the world and society, open minded and smart, of course.

You think I'm lame? it's okay..
To be honest, I really don't care.

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